this journey has kept me holding on moment by moment and breath by breath. i have discovered the gift of a new day and another chance. we can't really live more than a day at a time. the sun will eventually shine and the clouds are never far off. we are caught in the rythm of life. it is a tiring and hopeless fight to change what we are powerless over. i want to call a trial, a trial and a celebration, a celebration. i want to live passionately holding onto what is immovable, unshakeable and unchanging.