Saturday, February 04, 2006

30 years

I have to get this all down before i forget, even though its impossible to forget. Side note..I'm feeling kinda sick right now like dizzy and nauseous, so excuse unclear thought and random typos.

I went to GU 2 tonight and I knew I was going with expectancy and anticipation. I had 3 specific questions I wanted answered by the voice of God.

Q:
1. Am I called to be a pastor?
2. Am I supposed to go to the missions field for a year in Uganda or Cambodia?
3. God could you at least unfold the next step in this thing I like to call my future?

A:
1. I am responsible for the next 30 years to my generation. Why 30 years??? Because in the next 30 years our generation, the largest living generation right now will be running our country and our world. In the next 30 years and less we will see a shift from all things that pertain to"our parents", pertain to "us". In the next 30 years in every current occupation right now from pastors to shop owners and from the president to the teachers, we will see our peers in those positions. The teenagers and 20 somethings right now will be the supreme court justices, the UN ambassadors, the school principals, the doctors and most importantly, the parents of the next generation. They say less than 4% of our generation claims to be a born again evangelical Christian and in the the next 30 years we are going to see that impact everything we know and live by. I feel a burden on my heart for the other 96% before that time comes. In the next 30 yeaers most of us will have kids and have raised them. Right now God is shaping us to be their coaches, teachers, pastors, bus drivers, counselors, professors, doctors, employers and parents. I don't know if any of this is making sense. I have never thought this way before, I'm not really sure where it is coming from. All I know is that Jesus must become a part of this 96% of our peers and as a pastor of my peers, they are my sheep. I feel like I could never grasp the implications of this vision or even what I'm typing right now. God has burned in my heart a purpose and anointing that makes me responsible to the Kingdom of God, only for the glory of the His name. This is the boldest statement I have ever said in my entire life, but yes I an called to pastor my generation.

2. God said, "Wait."

3. This next one is really scary and God's a weirdo :) here's how it went:

G: Go to Washington D.C.
K: what????? why???? I asked you about uganda or cambodia not washington D.C.
G: Remember that the pastors and some college people from city bible are going the end of feb.
K: Yes but i have to work. It is impossible for me to go. There is no way. God is this really you , what are you saying to me, I don't understand.
G: Ask pastor lisa if you can still go and how much it costs?
Lisa: Sure you can go if its God's will it costs $1000.
K: Well its impossbile for me to go without God.
Lisa: Then we will pray if its God's will that he will provide work off and the money to go.
K: when do i need to know by?
L: Monday.
K: This is even more impossible.
G: Ask me. With me nothing is impossible.



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