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I have 2 finals tomorrow and then I'm finished!!!! Thats pretty much exciting and then the stress of x-mas begins, with work, shopping, bills and family. It will be fun of course but go by fast. I can't believe this is my last real semester of school. Just like that, 4 1/2 years of college flew by. I'm starting to worry again about this whole post graduation, real world stuff, aka a job. I'm working now, but in april i will take my certification exam and hopefully become a certified atheltic trainer, which qualifies me for real work and and a real income. But then what? 4 months of that then onto the ministry? It would be easier if i planned on using my degree the rest of my life, but that my friends just wouldn't do it. It doesn't satisfy the deepest longing and satisfaction of my heart, but am I courageous enough to truly rely on God because I would have to present myself helpless. Is it doubt that he has called me or fear of the calling that I feel? Oswald Chambers said, " Don't worry about knowing your calling, but instead knowing the one who calls." wise man...